... walking on the bones of the anasazi / listening for stories ... snow falling on the pajarita plateau / light moving across the valley ... morning on Tsankawi
... late november ... calling on his great grandfather for a blessing he smoked whitefish in an old refrigerator ... pulled salty flesh from crisp skin ... the ways of the ancients ... the remembered taste of snow on pine
... he worked away from home to put food on the table / came back on the weekends ... at the bottom of his lunch pail ... a candy bar / three musketeers for three daughters ... five decades later / I still feel the weight of my father's thermos
... reclusive and quiet / known only as the goat man ... we ski in the snowy woods past his cabin / stop to listen ... from a single window lit by a single lamp / Pavarotti in moonlight
... escape plan #1: age five ... a model T in tall grass parked inside the pasture ... I turn the metal handle / hop inside ... an imaginary sun sets behind the rockies
... escape plan #2: age fourteen ... '57 chevy / turquoise and white ... en route to roosevelt lake ... me driving / rusty beside me ... my world exploding